#RHOBH Yolanda Hadid Reveals Shocking Suicide Attempt In New Book!

Posted on Aug 23 2017 - 5:12pm by Staff Writer

Yolanda Hadid is spilling more tea in her new memoir, Believe Me: My Battle with the Invisibility of Lyme Disease.

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According to the former Real Housewives of Beverly Hills starlet, she contemplated suicide while battling lyme disease. Yolanda routinely experimented with many unconventional treatments and her condition worsened as a result.

“The antibiotics that I thought would be the answer to my prayers are actually making me so sick that I feel as if I am going to die. Even after months of treatment, I’m definitely not cured. Instead, I’m just desperately trying to hang on,” Hadid wrote. “I’ve become a shell of the vivacious and outgoing woman I used to be and can no longer participate in my life. I choose to live in a quiet cocoon isolated from the outside world, which is the exact opposite of what is required of me as a Housewife. I’m supposed to be this glamorous woman who lives a fun and exciting life, yet I can barely get dressed.”

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Yolanda
, 53, actually took physical steps to try to end her life. Hadid describes how she seriously thought about it while swimming in the ocean during a Florida vacation with ex-husband David Foster.

“I take off my clothes and slip into the dark blue ocean, which is cool and comforting,” she writes in her book. “The waves gently wash over my naked body, and I can feel the current tugging at me. Tears pour out of my eyes, roll across my cheeks, and meld with the salt water as I try to still my mind to become one with the water’s ebb and flow.”

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As reported, Yolanda’s RHOBH co-stars doubted her sickly tales and her ex David, told her “Your sick card is up,” before moving out and filing for divorce. After being excessively absent from filming scenes, the ladies speculated whether she was actually suffering from an illness or it was in her head. But the Dutch native swears her condition is real and writes about asking God to take her life.

“God please just take me away in a wave. I can’t live like this one more day. Please carry my body away. I just want to disappear,” she recalls. “My next thought is a clear image of my three children. It shifts my consciousness immediately and that’s the only thing that keeps me from letting myself drift and drown.”

As a result of the former model’s alleged mental instability, it’s difficult to decipher if the events recounted in her book are factual or fantasy. Regardless, the memoir is set to hit shelves on September 12 and sounds like a juicy read.

Will you buy a copy? Share your thoughts in the comments below.

 

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  • penny 2

    I thought it would be a lemon overdose.

    • Melinda Dodge

      are you thinking of shannon-rhooc

      • penny 2

        No Yo and her lemon cleanse.

    • Nunna Yobiz

      LOL! I was in a garden store and saw fake, decorative fruit. The lemons made me think of Yonuts, and I just had a chuckle. Thanks for another one. Lemonade!

  • Bryan

    No

  • JustSayin

    Lol “suicide attempt” is a bit of a stretch…but I wouldn’t miss her if she tried and succeeded *shrug*

  • Champagne Hangover

    I kind of have to love Yo for playing that pompous ass David Foster like she did. He deserved every miserable millisecond of her Lymehausen scam. And I salute her relentlessly skewering him after the fact for good measure too, but Jesus Christ on a pogo stick, can we give the Lymehausen horse dung a rest already? No, Yolanda. We are not going to Believe you nor should we. Sell it somewhere else, sister (like to another gullible multimillionaire 😏)

  • Rochelle Huffman Barozzi

    Has anyone ever had an IV in that place she is pictured in?? I haven’t, and as I get older the more my veins like to hide. They have had to do my hands and feet but never there. Anyone??

    • Violet~Princess Pumpernickel

      Yes, I have. When I was having my last child my veins were awful. They had to bring in an ultrasound to find a vein after many, many tries. I ended up with one in the top of my forearm.

      • Rochelle Huffman Barozzi

        Thank you! I didn’t want to say anything rude without asking. Just because I never have doesn’t mean it can’t be done. <3

        • Violet~Princess Pumpernickel

          I would say it’s not common. With all the IV’s she gets, she’s probably damaged her veins. :-/

          • Rochelle Huffman Barozzi

            Very good point.

    • AnEnigmaWrappedIn$nark

      I don’t have that problem, but the blood thinner meds do make me bruise easily. https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/7d0ca28caa2772ef6082caac4e04db5eb4625b47c8f0577d09bf60f6af8d7c34.jpg

      • Rochelle Huffman Barozzi

        Dude, no, no you would not have a problem. Great veins there. Yeah, my husband does that too.

        • AnEnigmaWrappedIn$nark

          Still, as soon as I see the needle … I’m down for the count. Although I’m getting better, I’ve had needle phobia my entire life; I think it goes all the way back to one time when an idiot doctor stuck me and it felt like someone hit me with a sledgehammer. The nurses were so mad and told me it was called “missing the vein”. They said the doctors need to leave the needles to the nurses who know what they’re doing! Getting stuck every few hours around the clock is the worst part about being in the hospital!

          • Rochelle Huffman Barozzi

            It does suck. 🙁

  • Wicked Cupcake

    Oh for fucks sakes. She is sick alright…………in the damn head. This attention whore knows no bounds.

    • aemish

      oh ha.. should have scrolled down before posting.. jinx :p

      • Wicked Cupcake

        Lol. 😉

    • OMFG

      I mean, who would not want to kill themselves while on an expensive vacation. Could no one see how miserable she was in all of her selfies? That is NOT her writing, OMFG, she has someone writing for her. She can barely string a proper sentence in English.

  • Darris

    I’m trying to figure out who honestly gave her an opportunity to write a book? Not one of present or past housewives are interesting enough for a book about their life.

  • Champagne Hangover

    See? This is the kind of bullshit that liars pull. Thinking about the ocean taking you away whilst on a luxury vaycay and then swimming to shore to your $5,000 a night villa only to have mimosas in the morning with your gourmet breakfast IS NOT a suicide attempt. In fact, unless the damn paramedics are called, IT’S NOT A SUICIDE ATTEMPT! Get over yourself and your fake disease, Yo. The rest of us have.

  • TartLemon

    Intentional suicidal drowning yourself in the ocean is NOT as feasible as in the movies……. disrobing and walking off into the ocean/lake whatever. Sounds romantic, Munchie, but ain’t gonna happen. Wrapping herself in a cocoon? What about the at least weekly (usually more) selfies that accidentally make it to social media and gossip websites?

    No, I won’t buy a copy; nor will I check it out of the library.

  • beargirl

    Gracious, perhaps she is looking for an Academy Award for bad acting. Perhaps if she had NOT tried so many unproven ‘cures’ at the same period of time, she might have recovered quicker. But since her arrogance go in her way, she screwed herself. Suicide? Doubtful, too much of narcissist. Yolanda, go back to your homeland and buy the windmill you once said you wanted and then everything will be coming up tulips.

  • Image

    That was pathetic. Lol omg. Can’t believe she wrote this shit down Gimme a break

    • jpinphx

      two words… ghost writer.

    • chacha1

      ITA since she claimed to be blind from the Lymes …..

  • Trippinhhard

    I’m so sorry but I won’t be putting a penny in her pockets.. David did say she didn’t go to a real Doctor to be diagnosed with Lymes Disease.. He spent over 5 million dollars in cracker
    Jack treatment for quack doctors.. She did play cat and mouse on the show.. I don’t believe a word this woman utters. She’s a boss deck 🤥 liar and that’s a proven fact.
    She never received a diagnosis from a specialist or any doctor that’s in that field.. Girl bye and those two balls you had in your chest caused miracle harm than anything. You thought you were going to get a life style show out if the deal, but no one cares about you styling their home in white unless you live close to the beach and have no kids or grandchildren..
    But remember you’re too sick, but you can do a beautiful body cleanse, colon suck out and etc.. I don’t know how much shit you gave you don’t eat anything, you just smell the food.. here’s to hoping your book being a flop..

    • aemish

      Ya and it’s weird how she tried to pass her kids off as having it too.. as if it were contagious

      • Trippinhhard

        It’s a shame how she would lie on her kids to get empathy, sympathy or compassion.. Notice she didn’t include the GIGI in that lie and the other daughter is always traveling or on a yacht making money.. Yacht and Dubai is where American Stars go and sell their bodies for cash money

      • Karoline

        That’s when I absolutely knew it was all messed up. The odds of three people in the same family, in California, contracting Lyme disease has to be astronomical!

    • chacha1

      I love this comment ITA ^5

      • Trippinhhard

        Thank you Chacha, this woman must think we’re all crazy ad she is.. David was going broke living with her, his talent and music was suffered greatly, his reputation and His charity that he’s done for decades was suffering.. She sucked the $$$$ out if him for quack treatments and his career took a nose dive in the wrong direction.. She was/is a faker and we all saw it.. It’s not that I don’t have empathy, because having chronic illnesses myself, some days are so good and I wear myself out.. Some day are so bad, but I still drag my old behind out if the bed and take care of myself.. My ex had to work, but he would always call or drop in to see if I needed anything.. Before he came home from work he woukd call and see if I needed anything.. I took care of my self and cooked fir myself, when. Could eat.. I didn’t won’t anyone taking care of me., When my husband came home, I would take a long soak in that big jetted tub, I miss that tub, but sympathy I did nit won’t I needed prayers and to keep the will power to push on against all my illness..

        • Karoline

          Your a trooper. I miss my big jetted tub too. That thing could change my entire mood. Lol. I hope you have more good days than bad✌

          • Trippinhhard

            IKR the couple that purchased our home, said they were going to use it as a hot tub. It was specially built for us it’s fits two people.l My ex was 6’5″ and I’m 5’10” and we had the tub made that we can relax in it in the evenings.. Me with my cold Coke and him with his glass of wine.. The new couple are tiny so I’m sure they could fix six people in the tub.. They are loving our old house and that’s exactly what the house needed love to be a home again, there must be love flowing through it and they are very young.. I dint know how they’re paying the mortgage, but it’s their house.. I picked the couple who wrote what the house would mean to them.. We had so many offers on the house, because it was custom built, built higher than the codes and better than a new home, because for what they paid us, they could have purchased a new home.. But not custom built stairway everything cherry wood, 6″ molding thru the whole house, custom cabinets, custom fireplace and a custom double front door..the door was the only thing I wish I could have taken with me.. I loved that leaded glass and cherry wood door.. But they are happy and we received more than the asking price for it.. 4 attics that are totally finished, can be extra bedroom because they can walk through the attics and they are 10′ high… ummm my ex built It for me but it became a house, not a home… 😎😎😎😎😎😎😝

          • Karoline

            Sounds beautiful! My tub was not that big, but my ex was 5’4 and I’m 5’6 .lol.

          • Trippinhhard

            Y’all some short people, my parents were short.. I was taller my parents and my sister, and one brother.. The rest are above 6’3″ tall.. 5 tall brothers and the Amazon that’s what they called me knowing up.. It’s all good..

        • Nunna Yobiz

          {{hugs}} You are awesome! TC!

          • Trippinhhard

            Thank you body is in another crisis now, but I know this too shall pass.. God did not blow new life into me to die.. I’m going to fight this new medical crisis with every fiber in me.. I’m not a quitter or complainer, I just do what I know I must do to see another day on Gods green earth..

  • AnEnigmaWrappedIn$nark

    Hey Yo’ …. just in case you ever try this again … please know that “as the cool and comforting water washed over your naked body, and the current gently tugged at you”, eventually panic would have set in as you began to swallow the salt water causing violent vomiting. Than as your lungs fill with water you would have experienced a slow suffocation as your lifeless body sank to the bottom of the sea, eventually becoming fish food.

    • MaeMae Foto

      LOL… it’s funny she didn’t use this descriptive for her scenario…..she has lemons in the head.

      • AnEnigmaWrappedIn$nark

        Well she did, but I added to it:-)

  • Misha

    What utter nonsense!

  • just me…

    Well good thing she pulled out her will to her ailing mother and the G…oh, and the non g;s….she needs to STFU.

  • just me…

    If my local Library gets this book I will be revoke my Library card….Yes I still have one…I want my grandchild to experience it.

    • Nunna Yobiz

      I love going to the library, to this day. Something about reading a book that can’t be duplicated by any screen toy. YEA, Libraries!

      • Trippinhhard

        Ikr I bring all 5 of my grandchildren to the Library, the oldest 12yrs old think he’s too old.. But it’s nothing like holding that book and going back to something in the book you didn’t understand earlier..I bring the youngest three to the kids reading hour from 10:00-12:00, they live for Tuesday or Thursday to go and see their friends they made in the class..

  • just me…

    How romantic…bitch just put cement shoes on and have one of your ex sugar daddies give you a push,

    • Nunna Yobiz

      Then she couldn’t write about cool waves washing over her naked body. THAT was the true pt. of that passage. We’re all to dream of her floating… blech!

      • just me…

        gross..her naked body.

  • mytwocents

    No. On second thought, NO!

  • aemish

    omg I can’t even read this.. this woman is sick all right — in the head

  • Just My Opinion

    This media whore will do anything for attention!! Does she really think anybody cares?

  • RealitytvJunkie

    I like the last paragraph – “alleged mental instability.” Yes! The bish is plum crazy. Off her rocker. She belongs in a psych ward for an extended stay. She’s not well in the head.

  • chacha1

    This lying hag keeps trying to keep herself in the media, please YONUTS take your wormy ass and get a job …..

  • chacha1

    I will NOT buy a book by this lying old hag ….. if she can lie about Lymes she will lie about everything to sell that book ……

  • the dudette

    I NEED ATTENTIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

    Sick Fuck – I feel bad for her kids.

  • Nunna Yobiz

    Never would I contribute to the coffers of such a liar. I need my meager funds MUCH more than she.

  • Simon St Regis

    She has zero shame and will say anything to get attention. First it was Lyme, now it’s mental illness? Girl, check yourself in to a hospital and stop writing books if you really feel this way. Unfortunately, she won’t because she’s an attention whore. Very, very sad this is her MO.